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27 March 2016 @ 01:59 am
196: "No one breaks your heart, so break it yourself"  
I've owned this journal since March of 2014 and have been writing in it irregularly. Now, all of the stuff I've revealed in it are all compromising and a tad traumatic to those who were led to believe they know me enough to claim they love and accept me. Somehow, I've ceased writing in it for at least seven months because I got caught up with geekeries, and who has time to analyze and contemplate emotions these days when there is an assortment of hobbies that one could use to project them with? That was certainly the case with me. I've grown exhausted inspecting every detail of my life and expose it in diary logs. I mean, fuck that. However, according to the foreword of this journal, it claims that writing our feelings: "...forces us to transform the rumifications cluttering our minds into coherent stories. Writing about an experience may also dull its emotional impact."

Well, how about that? Since I've made a decision to use this eljay to talk about my writing process for my xxxHoLic fiction (and maybe the other fandoms I write for), there is nothing much to say about my personal life here in eljay because it's generally uneventful and stable. So, just to put something significant for this entry, I will post photos of the first two pages from my dysfunctions journal instead. They should suffice. It's 3 in the morning on a Sunday. I have to retire to bed. Or maybe just binge-watch a couple of anime abridged shows, or some The Colbert Report. I don't know yet. I'm still in the middle of making a definite choice. My camera phone is shitty so these may be unreadable.

Feeling: amusedamused
Listening to: "Eyeoneye" by Andrew Bird

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